Words are hard to describe feelings,
Every time I try to write to you tears filled my eyes and stop me.
Yet I'm writing it down today,
it's been more than a decade since I have seen your face, heard your voice,
days pass by and years but you still live in our Heart,
So much has happened with us, with the world,
with everything and you've missed it. We've missed you so much.
I know you’re now at the better place,
I still remember the day you left us, it was truly a nightmare for our family,
everything you know to be real can be suddenly blown away right before your eye,
I remember seeing you trying to walk while the Saw injured your feet, wishing there was a way to keep you apart from being hurt,
I would have done anything to stop what happened to you, we all would,
but I failed, your big sister couldn't look out for you,
am sorry I couldn't help and you died, None of us could prevent it,
but How I wish to grow with you,
I wish I could say, Lungku you have a good taste when you bring your girl to introduce her to our family,
I wish I could say am proud you and will always be there for you when you're feeling low,
I wish life give me one more chance to spend some time with you so that I can tell you how much I love you,
My wish will remain forever as wish which will never come true,
but one day I will get to see you and meet you from a better place that keeps me going,
I just wanna say I miss you a lot, my little Brother.